Chocolate truffles and chocolate biscuits

Super leathel... I succummed to their powers :P
Dammmnnn
I'm dreading the scales tonight.


Yestarday I was down to 111.2 which is REALLY GOOD. Should be under 110 by next week.

Lily Allen quote:
"But everything's cool as long as I'm getting thinner"

What I have eaten today

Bran flakes - 80
Glass of milk - 80
Chicken kebab - 500
Be good to yourself crisps - 98
Sainsburys crisps - 129
2 Walls mini ice creams - 80
1 apple - 60
Diet coke - 0

TOTAL DAMAGE - 1027

Alright day.

Good Mood

I won a Babyliss hairbrush which was really cool, and it wasnt the fact that it was a hairbrush it was that it came through the post free that just made me smile.

Todays damage so far:
Smoothie - 120
Bran - 70
Apple - 50
Greggs mexican chicken roll - 430
2 mini icreams - 80
Caramel snack a jacks - 101

Dinner - tba

Total so far: 851

I am going to my friends bbq for dinner and for drinks. Alcohol is not good for losing weight at all.

113!

I did go for a run yestarday, and weighed myself and was 113! Thats 1.2 gone in one day, and I didnt even eat that well. So happy.

Got to be careful not to put it back on now though.

What I have eaten today:
Glass of milk - 100
High Bran - 100
Go Ahead bar - 250
Snack a Jacks caramel flavour - 101
Walkers Lights cheese & onion crisps - 113

Dinner - tba

Total so far: 664


Update 8.27pm:

FAIL.

Mood has completely plummited. I binged.

1 more pack Snack a Jacks - 101
2 mini milks - 60
1 walls twister mini icecream - 40
4 ginger nut biscuts - 320
Fruit smoothie - 150
Snacking at dinner parents had - 200
Ham - 100

TOTAL: 664 + 971 = 1635

Gained 135 calories.
FAIL FAIL FAIL

Some one give me some encouragement and inspiration PLEASE. I need some help. :/

Whats worse is I cant even go running tonight cause I have to deliver some catalogues.

FASTING TOMORROW. (And running if I get the chance).

Diet coke will now be my best friend.

My mood is worse because I had a massive argument with my family. AHHH.

What I have eaten today

Damage:
Bran flakes - 80
Glass of milk - 115
Sandwich crusts - 100
Pick n miz - 200
Minstrels - 211
Pasta tuna sweetcorn and mayo - 450
Mini ice cream - 40
Handful of grapes - 30
TOTAL: 1226 kcals

I need 1500 to maintain a constant weight.

Not utterly dreadful but I still feel like a PIG from all that pasta. Once I start I just cant stop eating!
From the pick n mix onwards is everthing I have eaten between 4 and 7pm. Its disgraceful.
My textiles teacher gave me loads of work so I went a bought some minstrels to cheer myself up. I need to stop buying chocolate to cheer me up.

Going to try to keep it under 500 kcals tomorrow. I'll let you know how it goes.
Hopefully I can motivate myself to go for a run tonight after gossip girl.

I weighed myself last night. 114.2lb.

My goal is 107. If I reach it, I want to treat myself with something. Clothes? What do you think?

Reasons to fast tomorrow:

UPDATE: 8.37pm - said no to a few chips dad brought home from fish and chip shop. I feel powerful.

What I have eaten today

3/4 cheese and chicken panini
2 small plates bran
An apple
Some salad leaves with salad cream
5 olives
2 chocolate orange segments

Blackcurrent and apple fruit squash.

Total calories: approx: 1000

Not bad considering its a school day.

Leon Restaurants

I am now completely obsessed with Leon Restaurants. The food is healthy and tastes absolutely delicious, I had The Leon Gobi today. This is the future of fast food, and I can't wait until they open more restaurants.

NY Cinnamon & Raisin Bagels

I am absolutely addicted. 215 calories never tasted so good, or lastest so long, filling you up aswell. Possibly the best food ever.

Food binge

After stupidly eating my lunch at 11.40am, I came home hungry. The problem is, once I start eating, especially because there is so much nice food in the house, I cant stop. It doesnt help my goal to get down to a size 8 by November :(

Here is what I ate when I came home today:

- packet of Walkers cheese & onion crisps
- banana

- 3 chocolate orange segments

- a rollymop herring

- a mini Milky Way

- packet of Fridge Raiders Chicken Tikka flavour chicken breast pieces

It all comes to over 700 calories! I will try to get out of eating dinner tonight.

Why I want to get thinner

I am not fat but I'm unpropotianed. I am a small size 6 on top and a rather large size 10 jeans size. I want to slim down my hips and legs to a size 8, at least. But it isnt working cause I just binge and I cant stop once I start. I know it is all psycological, but I need someone who will be like DONT EAT THAT, cause doing it by myself isnt working.

Anyone wanna be diet buddies? I need to start writing down a list of food I eat everyday cause apparently that makes you eat less.