Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin
FOOD IS A HENDRANCE TO YOUR SUCCESS
Monday, 15 February 2010
Skinny Me
My new blog. It is going to be filled with inspiration and positivity. I will not give up, I will be strong, I will be powerful I will be skinny.
Food means nothing to me, I will let go, I have no attachment to it what-so-ever.
I have identified my weakness - after dinner sitting alone at the computer I get cravings however I will over come these by spending my time on my laptop, beginning on lent on Wednesday slowly decreasing the amount of food that passes my lips.
Last night was a massive inspiration for me when I watched as one of my best friends threw up liquid because she hadnt eaten that day. Secretly, I wished I was her.
And not eating was all going so well until I forgot why I wasnt eating. I will write a list when I start the new blog of reasons. I will put it down the side so it will always be there. I will look at other blogs especially the ones I am following to give me inspiration and will power.
You can do this. You can L. I am going to be such a f*cking skinny bitch.
Food means nothing to me, I will let go, I have no attachment to it what-so-ever.
I have identified my weakness - after dinner sitting alone at the computer I get cravings however I will over come these by spending my time on my laptop, beginning on lent on Wednesday slowly decreasing the amount of food that passes my lips.
Last night was a massive inspiration for me when I watched as one of my best friends threw up liquid because she hadnt eaten that day. Secretly, I wished I was her.
And not eating was all going so well until I forgot why I wasnt eating. I will write a list when I start the new blog of reasons. I will put it down the side so it will always be there. I will look at other blogs especially the ones I am following to give me inspiration and will power.
You can do this. You can L. I am going to be such a f*cking skinny bitch.
Friday, 12 February 2010
Stumbled accross...
I was looking at my (small) blog that probably no one reads but it doesnt matter because I am only writing it for myself.
I came accross this post from two months ago stating my target weight was 107lbs. I can't believe this, I must be sloqly moving my target weight lower without me realising. My weight a couple of days ago was 107lb, so I reached my target. But I'm not happy with that. I want to be 100lbs.
My lowest weight was 103.6lb. Ah.
I will get there. 100lbs. I will I will I will I will I will.
I'm going to think of a treat for myself for when I get there. 17th Feb - 3rd April, lent 2010. I have this long to get to 102lbs. Then I will eat just fruit and vegetables for two days to get to 100lbs. And then I will celebrate.
I will look good in a bikini this summer. I will be able to buy size 8 skirts and look good in them for 6th form.
I came accross this post from two months ago stating my target weight was 107lbs. I can't believe this, I must be sloqly moving my target weight lower without me realising. My weight a couple of days ago was 107lb, so I reached my target. But I'm not happy with that. I want to be 100lbs.
My lowest weight was 103.6lb. Ah.
I will get there. 100lbs. I will I will I will I will I will.
I'm going to think of a treat for myself for when I get there. 17th Feb - 3rd April, lent 2010. I have this long to get to 102lbs. Then I will eat just fruit and vegetables for two days to get to 100lbs. And then I will celebrate.
I will look good in a bikini this summer. I will be able to buy size 8 skirts and look good in them for 6th form.
What have I become?
Eating the soft bits out of the fresh bread from Greggs I thought to myself, standing there in the kitchen, what have I become?
Always thinking about what I have eaten in the day, feeling too fat, letting it distract me from every day life, getting jealous of people who say no to food or are thinner. I need to sort myself out.
On Wednesday morning I am going to start a new blog, "Skinny Girl".
I am going to motivate myself and stop feeling sorry for myself. No excuses, I just have to be strong.
Always thinking about what I have eaten in the day, feeling too fat, letting it distract me from every day life, getting jealous of people who say no to food or are thinner. I need to sort myself out.
On Wednesday morning I am going to start a new blog, "Skinny Girl".
I am going to motivate myself and stop feeling sorry for myself. No excuses, I just have to be strong.
Monday, 8 February 2010
Sunday, 7 February 2010
An unlikely thinspiration
Browzing http://etsy.com/ I just came across an amazing piece of thinspiration.This crop top made me imagine that if I was really skinny I could wear it over a tight long vest tio and it would look really good. So I just need to stop messing around and start becoming skinny. I don't know if lent is too far away to start. I think I shall cut down
on snacking before then and then over lent no snacking.
I just imagined myself buying this, if I had a job I would have enough money so I could. That made me think about getting to work on my CV.
Ahh cant wait til lent.
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
Binge
Today I have been off school and I have eated SO MUCH.
But this website has made me feel a little better.
http://cinnamonhearts.com/afterbinge04.htm
I binged because I was bored from being off school all day and needed comforting. I binged because I'm not eating sugary foods after Wednesday and wanted to eat them while I can.
Everytime I binge I will write it on here. I say everytime... I mean IF I ever binge again will I will definately do my best not to.
YOU CAN RESIST!!
But this website has made me feel a little better.
http://cinnamonhearts.com/afterbinge04.htm
I binged because I was bored from being off school all day and needed comforting. I binged because I'm not eating sugary foods after Wednesday and wanted to eat them while I can.
Everytime I binge I will write it on here. I say everytime... I mean IF I ever binge again will I will definately do my best not to.
YOU CAN RESIST!!
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