Every time you say "No Thank you", You say " Yes Please" to Thin
FOOD IS A HENDRANCE TO YOUR SUCCESS
Monday 15 February 2010
Skinny Me
My new blog. It is going to be filled with inspiration and positivity. I will not give up, I will be strong, I will be powerful I will be skinny.
Food means nothing to me, I will let go, I have no attachment to it what-so-ever.
I have identified my weakness - after dinner sitting alone at the computer I get cravings however I will over come these by spending my time on my laptop, beginning on lent on Wednesday slowly decreasing the amount of food that passes my lips.
Last night was a massive inspiration for me when I watched as one of my best friends threw up liquid because she hadnt eaten that day. Secretly, I wished I was her.
And not eating was all going so well until I forgot why I wasnt eating. I will write a list when I start the new blog of reasons. I will put it down the side so it will always be there. I will look at other blogs especially the ones I am following to give me inspiration and will power.
You can do this. You can L. I am going to be such a f*cking skinny bitch.
Food means nothing to me, I will let go, I have no attachment to it what-so-ever.
I have identified my weakness - after dinner sitting alone at the computer I get cravings however I will over come these by spending my time on my laptop, beginning on lent on Wednesday slowly decreasing the amount of food that passes my lips.
Last night was a massive inspiration for me when I watched as one of my best friends threw up liquid because she hadnt eaten that day. Secretly, I wished I was her.
And not eating was all going so well until I forgot why I wasnt eating. I will write a list when I start the new blog of reasons. I will put it down the side so it will always be there. I will look at other blogs especially the ones I am following to give me inspiration and will power.
You can do this. You can L. I am going to be such a f*cking skinny bitch.
Friday 12 February 2010
Stumbled accross...
I was looking at my (small) blog that probably no one reads but it doesnt matter because I am only writing it for myself.
I came accross this post from two months ago stating my target weight was 107lbs. I can't believe this, I must be sloqly moving my target weight lower without me realising. My weight a couple of days ago was 107lb, so I reached my target. But I'm not happy with that. I want to be 100lbs.
My lowest weight was 103.6lb. Ah.
I will get there. 100lbs. I will I will I will I will I will.
I'm going to think of a treat for myself for when I get there. 17th Feb - 3rd April, lent 2010. I have this long to get to 102lbs. Then I will eat just fruit and vegetables for two days to get to 100lbs. And then I will celebrate.
I will look good in a bikini this summer. I will be able to buy size 8 skirts and look good in them for 6th form.
I came accross this post from two months ago stating my target weight was 107lbs. I can't believe this, I must be sloqly moving my target weight lower without me realising. My weight a couple of days ago was 107lb, so I reached my target. But I'm not happy with that. I want to be 100lbs.
My lowest weight was 103.6lb. Ah.
I will get there. 100lbs. I will I will I will I will I will.
I'm going to think of a treat for myself for when I get there. 17th Feb - 3rd April, lent 2010. I have this long to get to 102lbs. Then I will eat just fruit and vegetables for two days to get to 100lbs. And then I will celebrate.
I will look good in a bikini this summer. I will be able to buy size 8 skirts and look good in them for 6th form.
What have I become?
Eating the soft bits out of the fresh bread from Greggs I thought to myself, standing there in the kitchen, what have I become?
Always thinking about what I have eaten in the day, feeling too fat, letting it distract me from every day life, getting jealous of people who say no to food or are thinner. I need to sort myself out.
On Wednesday morning I am going to start a new blog, "Skinny Girl".
I am going to motivate myself and stop feeling sorry for myself. No excuses, I just have to be strong.
Always thinking about what I have eaten in the day, feeling too fat, letting it distract me from every day life, getting jealous of people who say no to food or are thinner. I need to sort myself out.
On Wednesday morning I am going to start a new blog, "Skinny Girl".
I am going to motivate myself and stop feeling sorry for myself. No excuses, I just have to be strong.
Monday 8 February 2010
Sunday 7 February 2010
An unlikely thinspiration
Browzing http://etsy.com/ I just came across an amazing piece of thinspiration.This crop top made me imagine that if I was really skinny I could wear it over a tight long vest tio and it would look really good. So I just need to stop messing around and start becoming skinny. I don't know if lent is too far away to start. I think I shall cut down
on snacking before then and then over lent no snacking.
I just imagined myself buying this, if I had a job I would have enough money so I could. That made me think about getting to work on my CV.
Ahh cant wait til lent.
Wednesday 3 February 2010
Binge
Today I have been off school and I have eated SO MUCH.
But this website has made me feel a little better.
http://cinnamonhearts.com/afterbinge04.htm
I binged because I was bored from being off school all day and needed comforting. I binged because I'm not eating sugary foods after Wednesday and wanted to eat them while I can.
Everytime I binge I will write it on here. I say everytime... I mean IF I ever binge again will I will definately do my best not to.
YOU CAN RESIST!!
But this website has made me feel a little better.
http://cinnamonhearts.com/afterbinge04.htm
I binged because I was bored from being off school all day and needed comforting. I binged because I'm not eating sugary foods after Wednesday and wanted to eat them while I can.
Everytime I binge I will write it on here. I say everytime... I mean IF I ever binge again will I will definately do my best not to.
YOU CAN RESIST!!
Soon
I dont care if no one reads my blog and hell I dont want any one I know to find out about it.
I will be updating it as soon as I get my new laptop and no longer have to use the family computer *yay*
Its for myself more than anyone else, to stop me going to the kitchen and putting some crap in to my mouth.
Lent starts on Wednesday.
To my friends I will say my lent will be 'no snacking' (except fruit) which gets me out of all eating between meals. I'm normally ok at eating small, healthy meals so this will be good. Then I can skip meals and this is a good reason not to eat crap in between. It will be testing my will power but last year I gave up chocolate, cakes and sweets for lent so this year should be better.
I'm eating:
- no chocolate
- no sweets
- no cakes
- no sugary snacks, apart from 1 rice pudding/custard/popcorn on Sundays if I want it
- no breakfast, apart from fruit and porridge on days that I am playing sport (just Saturdays really)
- no salad cream (except with lettuce)
- limit cheese
Hopefully I will get in to good eating patterns so by the time easter comes I wont be thinking about food in between meals. I am going to add target weight and all that when I start blogging properly next Wednesday. Wish me luck!
The only downside of this is today I've had an 'enjoy it while you can' approach. This has lead to lots of chocolate, rice pudding and popcorn :/
No meals though which is good.
I am going to be a success story. I am going to come on here. 100lbs, I will say I MADE IT. Then I will be so happy. I will look at those size 8 jeans finally. and they will fit perfectly. Maybe a bit loose. I don't need food to be happy. This summer will be the best, wildest, sunniest, skinniest.
I will be updating it as soon as I get my new laptop and no longer have to use the family computer *yay*
Its for myself more than anyone else, to stop me going to the kitchen and putting some crap in to my mouth.
Lent starts on Wednesday.
To my friends I will say my lent will be 'no snacking' (except fruit) which gets me out of all eating between meals. I'm normally ok at eating small, healthy meals so this will be good. Then I can skip meals and this is a good reason not to eat crap in between. It will be testing my will power but last year I gave up chocolate, cakes and sweets for lent so this year should be better.
I'm eating:
- no chocolate
- no sweets
- no cakes
- no sugary snacks, apart from 1 rice pudding/custard/popcorn on Sundays if I want it
- no breakfast, apart from fruit and porridge on days that I am playing sport (just Saturdays really)
- no salad cream (except with lettuce)
- limit cheese
Hopefully I will get in to good eating patterns so by the time easter comes I wont be thinking about food in between meals. I am going to add target weight and all that when I start blogging properly next Wednesday. Wish me luck!
The only downside of this is today I've had an 'enjoy it while you can' approach. This has lead to lots of chocolate, rice pudding and popcorn :/
No meals though which is good.
I am going to be a success story. I am going to come on here. 100lbs, I will say I MADE IT. Then I will be so happy. I will look at those size 8 jeans finally. and they will fit perfectly. Maybe a bit loose. I don't need food to be happy. This summer will be the best, wildest, sunniest, skinniest.
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